Can’t shake the feeling off. I’ve been trying to deal with a couple of things lately. It’s a time of change in my life, and while moving away, not seeing my parents and a complete change in lifestyle should be stressing me out the most… It doesn’t… Well, not as much as what’s occupying me now. The thing that is bothering me the most is something I should have let go a little bit earlier. I have a situation I shouldn’t be worried about , yet I am, and I think it will be like that for some time, and the fact it is bothering me this much, has actually provided a bit of insight to how I’m feeling, because usually I do have trouble identifying my emotions regarding how and what I’m supposed to feel, and it’s really only situations that test me like this, that allow me to properly figure out what’s going on inside my head.
I have it some thought and realised the dull , misty feeling I had occupying the inside of my head was sadness. Unjustified, stupid Sadness. It’s been a while since I’ve really felt that. And I’m stumped on what to do.
Sorry for the rant.